All i can ever say is...im seriously seriously depressed. All that hard-work all washed down to the drain and nobody knows (except the teacher of course). i'm such a failure at times i guess. i carn think of a proper problem to solve for that DnT project. i mean it's easy to find a problem with a certain product but i carn. It's stupid right?! Arr i want to scream it all out! I mean God really likes to make a spot out of man. And the feeling isn't nice at all. It's unfair. Simply unfair!
Well, i don't really want to mention it but i really cannot take it anymore. My relationship with HER is seriously seriously breaking away. I feel like such a bad egg at times but the more i think of the things she started first, it makes me feel like hating her more and more.(btw she isn't one of our classmates or what). Moreover, she is related to me okay? All that screaming and internal bruises will not heal that easily. They need care and concern but she's not giving me any. Does she ever know how i feel? When will she learn to put her in my shoes? I bet she never did. And further more, she wants me to quit my piano. perhaps and i seriously admit it that i don't really love the piano that much but i carn bear to quit. After learning for so many years...don't you think it's a waste? afterall i'm Grade 5 already. i guess i'm just so irresponsible.*sighs i guess i'll just take things at my stride and do what i can.
